Ok I am afraid to drive. I am admitting it for the first time.. You know in the beginning I was so confident, upbeat, positive.. Now, I am not. Its people keep telling me off. Then again, my mouth keeps preaching about how you should not care so much about what people say or do... Live life by your standards and the standards you admire..
Anyhooo.. my pal told me just go for it. Yeah, like what do I have to lose. fear cannot and shall not rule me.. But dude.... the jitters man... Humm..
The question is how long do you want try to be perfect. I think that is my problem 'image'. I try so damn hard to be perfect, to do everything by the rule, to please people and then being bitter about it by myself.. It has to stop. I have to live. Stop trying to be mature when I am not or stop being childish just to get things. Stop running and and definitely stop living in my head.
Its time to truly truly change......
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